Brighter Days Ahead

So, i made many foolish mistakes in my lifetime but Ive noticed if i keep busy everyday that i wouldn't dwell on them, i don't want to speak so soon but Ive been having an okay week. K.S has been trying to contact me but Ive been strong enough to ignore. he's never gonna change just move on. 
when i change my hair i feel like I'm starting over adopting a new identity a new way of thinking and cutting off all the old ties. my hair is jet black just like my heart it makes my skin brighter and me look colder. the way i like but I'm actually having a good week. trying my hardest not to contact this person and I'm gonna stick to my guns, because i don't want to accept him into my new lifestyle he brings me down. it really sucks. but i feel like brighter days are ahead for me. & i take to my blog to express myself because nobody else would understand. me and Q took this amazing adventure to a bar where the bartender was very rude at three in the morning and chugged a long island ice tea and the worlds most nastiest beer we chugged it and ran into a corner store ate tacos and jumped in a cab back to my house. at 5 am, i love random trips that don't cost me anything it made me feel free and good and for once i wasn't thinking about K.S, and i loved it. i feel like my future is progressing without him and Saturday will be a hard day for me. but i am going to keep busy as much as possible.  i love the fact that im working out in the gym and actually working up a sweat. i plan on keeping this up and keeping positive because im starting to love myself way more than ill ever love anybody else.
thanks for listening.